ĐŘ. ł מ ν i Ş i b Ľ Ĕ ™

2011-03-16T17:48:00.002+02:00

Back on the old days, When I wanna write something, I just get a piece of paper. Now, U write in a word doc, post it on ur blog wiz a matching pic, share it in a note on FB, post the pic on Tumblr, tweet some of it on Twitter.. God, I miss the old days !!!

2011-03-12T13:41:00.000+02:00

I feel like an Old book that has been read for many times, yet U don't seem to figure out the author intention !!!

Fear Everywhere

2011-01-04T15:42:00.000+02:00

Kill Everyone

2011-01-02T18:56:00.000+02:00

The Traffic is a killer

New Box Project

2010-12-31T19:03:00.000+02:00

A few weeks ago, I ran through some pictures of a box shaped like a human in my fav website weheartit.com which I was introduced by Hassnaa my blogger friend. I adore this creature alot, he is actually very cute. So, I tracked down all or maybe most of his pictures that were published at that site.

And the idea hit me, why should not I publish here a pic every day of this boxy creature representing myself or a situation happened to me or even a thought.

I will start today as we are heading or even at the start of a new year and the end of 2010 and here is the 1st pic of my 2nd project :)

Oh and Happy New year

Day no. 100

2010-12-17T03:24:00.000+02:00

I can't believe it is the end !! Writing is sharing all ur thoughts and emotions wiz ppl.. Making urself open out there for everyone to read u.. Writing is not for cowards, it is something that drive u to express what really affects u.. Without ur feedback and comments, I wouldn't huv lasted 3 days.. It is not only about what u write it is about other ppl reading and reacting and that's what most imp... It was a nice fruitful experience.. Until we meet again it is Day no. :))

Day no. 99

2010-12-16T02:56:00.000+02:00

Happy Birthday Grandma...اللهم اغفر لجميع موتى المسلمين اللذين شهدوا لك بالوحدانية ولنبيك بالرسالة وماتوا على ذلك

Day no. 98

2010-12-15T13:24:00.002+02:00

The 1st semester of HR ended successfully :)

Day no. 97,

2010-12-14T14:09:00.002+02:00

temp. unavilable due to exams. Wish me luck !!

Day no. 96

2010-12-12T01:26:00.002+02:00

Inbox me a number and I will post something about you on my status without anyone knowing who i'm talking about. Copy this as your status to join the game.

Day no. 94

2010-12-10T13:28:00.000+02:00

Sufferings are caused by being in the wrong place. If you're unhappy where you are right now, MOVE.

Day no. 93

2010-12-09T00:05:00.002+02:00

It is very weird when u feel tears in ur mouth, yet ur face is completely dry !!!

Day no. 92,

2010-12-08T13:55:00.001+02:00

He who has WHY to live can bear almost any How !!

Day no. 91

2010-12-07T14:02:00.000+02:00

Happy New Hijry Year :)

Day no. 90

2010-12-06T01:36:00.000+02:00

I am a cartoon person, I have many memories wiz Captain maged, Grendizer, Robin hood and El Namr el Mokne3... I lived wiz them, I dreamed of being part of their world. I watched them thousand of times, tapped them and even left studying for finals for them..Sometimes, I feel I am one of them and I believe they exist somewhere :))

Day no. 89

2010-12-05T01:48:00.000+02:00

وَمَن يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَل لَّهُ مَخْرَجًا وَيَرْزُقْهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا يَحْتَسِبُ وَمَن يَتَوَكَّلْ عَلَى اللَّهِ فَهُوَ حَسْبُهُ

Day no. 88

2010-12-04T14:14:00.002+02:00

My cat spent the last hour chasing a fly, moving so slowly to catch it and finally he grab it, he was really excited and so am I :))

Day no. 87

2010-12-03T01:30:00.001+02:00

Putting on a brave face so you won't see the pain, laughing so you won't see the tears, and smiling so you won't see the heart ache... Is pretty exhausting ?!!

Day no. 86

2010-12-02T13:41:00.000+02:00

Quick recipe for depression, "Two Weeks Notice" the movie, although quitting my job is a good idea, Drinks "Juice or one of those yogurt strawberry things" No Coke or Pepsi "proven carcinogenic"and Snakes lots of them "Not the fried ones carcinogenic too"... U will laugh, cry ur heart out, and love !!

Day no. 85

2010-12-01T01:07:00.002+02:00

NO COMMENT !!

Day no. 84

2010-11-30T02:00:00.000+02:00

What's up with the BlackBerry Egyptian Mania ?? Khlas we are all businessmen that can't maintain our work without it or just a consuming ppl just like we are !!!

Day no. 83

2010-11-29T02:15:00.001+02:00

There are some situations when u feel helpless, when there are many boundaries and cross lines and u can't do anything to fix that !!

Day no. 81

2010-11-28T00:51:00.002+02:00

اضحك حتى تمتلا عينى بالدموع

لا احد يعرف ان لا الضحكة من القلب و لا الدموع من الفرح

Day no. 81

2010-11-27T00:52:00.001+02:00

Sometimes I go blank... Just like now !!

Day no. 80

2010-11-26T04:42:00.001+02:00

I am a romantic, I am a realist, I am indecisive and that's about it !!

Day no. 79

2010-11-25T01:25:00.002+02:00

Making the 1st presentation in my life :))

it's never too late to do or learn something new !!

Day no. 78

2010-11-24T01:05:00.000+02:00

I am not a writer,I am an excellent observer. I observe, feel, take visual notes in my mind and then the witting comes.. I am not a writer, I just register what goes on around and what affects me... That's all..

Day no.77

2010-11-22T22:08:00.002+02:00

I love Facebook. It's like a soap opera but without the commercials :))

Day no. 76

2010-11-21T13:09:00.002+02:00

عاند الدنيا وابتسم . إن بعد الليل صبح يرتسم ولا تقل حظي
ردئ. قل قدر الله وماشاء قسم

Day no. 75

2010-11-20T00:19:00.000+02:00

Do a Good thing once in a while, just a simple thing like helping an old lady crossing the street or giving ur seat for an old one... These kind of stuff will make a difference in u and others !!!

Day no. 71, 72, 73 ,74

2010-11-16T03:19:00.000+02:00

HaPpPpPpPpY Feast... Enjoy to the Max, balloons, bombs and visits :))

Day no. 70

2010-11-15T03:33:00.000+02:00

صوما مقبولا و افطارا شهيا

Day no. 69

2010-11-14T14:04:00.000+02:00

I have a late assignment and my mind is blank !! So, no quote 4 today just ...

Day no. 68

2010-11-13T13:49:00.002+02:00

Be honest !!

Day no. 67

2010-11-12T01:47:00.000+02:00

Everything will be fine @ the end, if it's not fine then it is not the end...

Day no. 66

2010-11-11T02:49:00.002+02:00

Tears = pain, every tear drop is one of ur pain expressing it self, Cry and wash ur pain away

Day no. 65

2010-11-10T13:20:00.002+02:00

Friendship was my 1st article to write, Bk then 9 years ago I had a disturbed vision about it but now If I would rewrite it again it will be completely different...

Day no. 64

2010-11-09T13:53:00.000+02:00

Pick a song that reminds you of me and leave it below also add why :)

Day no. 63

2010-11-08T14:21:00.001+02:00

I am a dreamer, my dreams in colors always, alive and intense. I dream about ppl I met, situations that I fear... I dream about everything in night and DaY !!!

Day no. 62

2010-11-07T01:04:00.001+02:00

It's hot and cold, it is sunny and windy...winter plz come already !!!

Day no. 61

2010-11-06T12:12:00.000+02:00

These moments when ur mind tries to convince u of something, just to ease ur heart pain... but u know inside that ur mind is not convinced and just playing this game to assure or ease ur tension !!!

Day no. 60

2010-11-05T15:53:00.000+02:00

Two things in life you have to take mental note of:

don't make any decisions when you're ANGRY.

and Never make any promises when you're HAPPY!

Day no. 59

2010-11-04T02:25:00.002+02:00

Some wounds never heal, they come and go, hide somewhere in the back of ur mind and jump in the 1st moment of weakness !!

Day no. 58

2010-11-03T14:22:00.000+02:00

A new Vampire addiction, The southern vampire mysterious stories 10 books + 2 seasons series !!

Day no. 57

2010-11-02T02:10:00.002+02:00

When a simple phone call, make ur night, u sleep wiz a smile over ur face and huv good dreams !!

Day no. 56,

2010-11-01T12:13:00.002+02:00

Worst Headache ever :(((

Day no. 55

2010-10-31T03:19:00.002+02:00

I have a feeling, I don't know what it is and I am waiting for it to pass !!

Day no. 54

2010-10-30T04:31:00.002+02:00

Kinda frustrated !!

Day no. 53

2010-10-29T14:26:00.000+02:00

When u work in an International company and your American Manager is no different than any other corrupted bias Egyptian one !! Dedicated to our team !!

Day no. 52

2010-10-28T03:55:00.000+02:00

The Endless Fight between Heart and Mind...I just wish someone wins or maybe a Tie !!

Day no. 51

2010-10-27T03:15:00.000+02:00

It takes alot of energy to control your emotions or your tongue.. I feel like I am hypoglycemic all the time !!

Day no. 49

2010-10-25T14:06:00.000+02:00

Drinking Nescafe in my favorite Mug and opening all my room windows to enjoy the cold effect. Welcome Winter I feel your presence, Hope you arrive soon !!

Day no. 48

2010-10-24T03:05:00.002+02:00

I still can't believe that u r gone. Miss u GrandMa !!

Day no. 47

2010-10-23T19:47:00.001+02:00

ما المرء بأصغريه قلبه ولسانه، المرء بأكبريه عمله وإيمانه. وما يغني عنه أصغراه، إذا
خانه أكبراه

Day no. 46

2010-10-22T02:19:00.002+02:00

I remember the time, I used to write whenever something moves me like "Somia's incident" or when I am happy about something like "closing those weird religious channels" But it seems that I lost my voice somewhere in the process of rejecting what is going around.

Day no. 45

2010-10-21T03:01:00.000+02:00

Boredom is a killer !!

Day no. 44

2010-10-20T03:39:00.003+02:00

When u turn 26 and ppl start asking whether there is someone ur waiting for... As if this is the only legitimate reason that ur single in that age... and u simply deny wiz a wicked smile, while ur mind is putting all these scenarios of killing her!!

Day no. 41 and 42

2010-10-19T11:19:00.000+02:00

Worst 2 nights ever, Food poisoning from Cook-door, Lesson learned, if ur hungry just open a tuna can or u will end up in hospital !!

Day no. 40

2010-10-16T00:26:00.001+02:00

When ur really tired and u wish to unplug ur brain for a moment and erase everything !!!

Day no. 39

2010-10-15T03:30:00.000+02:00

And Sometimes It hits me out of Nowhere,

All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me,

And I get discouraged

and I get upset and I feel Hopeless, Sad and Hurt...And Once

Again I feel Numb to the World !!

Day no. 38

2010-10-14T14:13:00.000+02:00

يا ناس يا مصريين ...فكككوا من قصص الاقباط و المسلمين... و ركزوا مع مبارك و جيمى اللازقين

Day no. 37

2010-10-13T13:14:00.002+02:00

Some traditions should be erased and destroyed.. 4 example arranged marriages.. right girlzzz??

Day no. 36

2010-10-13T13:09:00.000+02:00

Confuzzled !

Day no. 35

2010-10-11T01:24:00.001+02:00

I don't let go of things, I hold on to places, ppl and stuff. I capture every moment and store it inside.. Some hurts, other brings happiness...

Day no. 34

2010-10-10T01:44:00.001+02:00

Today is different, today won't come again 10/10/2010 :)

Day no. 32

2010-10-08T04:43:00.000+02:00

I hate it when ppl tell me I look young 4 my age becoz it implies my age is old !!!

Day no. 30 and 31

2010-10-07T01:51:00.000+02:00

Sick and dying to sleep and stay in but this is a luxury I can't afford !!

Day no. 29

2010-10-05T03:19:00.002+02:00

Diversity is good right ?? coz between my search engine evaluating job, managing the pharmacy at night and the studying of the HR course in the weekends.. I am starting to feel lost !!

Day no. 28

2010-10-04T04:06:00.002+02:00

I always wonder how easy it will be if we could download all the info and study on our brain just like in the Matrix... Life will be very much easier but not that fun !!

Day no. 27

2010-10-03T03:06:00.002+02:00

When the seeds of doubt are planted, suspicion feeds it and insecurity magnifies it !!

Day no. 26

2010-10-02T12:08:00.000+02:00

Always keep some stuff 4 urself that no body knows, A little mystery won't harm at all

Day no. 25

2010-10-01T11:41:00.002+02:00

Bad dreams, Bad dreams go away, Good dreams, good dreams here to stay... Repeat it three times to work !

Day no. 24

2010-09-30T02:28:00.001+03:00

Is it lame to find inspiration in a song, u play it for 1 hour straight, repeating it over and over again and googling the lyrics... Singing it loud at 2 am !!

"Breathe (2 AM)"

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

Day no. 23

2010-09-29T17:28:00.000+03:00

Pamper yourself every while, u deserve it, ur system deserves it, ur mood also deserves that :)

Day no. 22

2010-09-28T12:53:00.002+03:00

The pain of losing someone to death never fades away, it may last 4ever... God bless my beloved' souls !!

Day no. 21

2010-09-27T02:55:00.000+03:00

Learn when to talk and when to listen.. It is the most IMP lesson in dealing wiz other ppl...

Day no. 20

2010-09-26T01:46:00.002+03:00

Sleep deprivation leads to various problems, too much sleep is a sign of depression ...

Day no 19

2010-09-25T03:47:00.000+03:00

Digesting massive amounts of food, junk, chocolate, ice creams and sodas..watching many drama episodes that require tissues....Leads to depression or is it the reverse !!

Day no. 18

2010-09-24T15:07:00.002+03:00

It shocks u every time,

and u can never be prepared for it... Death

Day no. 17

2010-09-23T03:58:00.002+03:00

Curiosity did not kill the cat, it tortured it to death, curiosity feeds on u and change ur life to living hell... Just huv faith in whatever !!

Day no. 16

2010-09-22T02:03:00.002+03:00

There is a reason why ppl from the past are in the past and they should be there always..in the Past !!

Day no. 15

2010-09-21T01:38:00.000+03:00

Some ppl bring the best out of u, others bring the worst.. So, beware coz the

changes that occur are irreversible !!!

Day no. 14

2010-09-20T13:40:00.000+03:00

We are all creatures of habit, still we constantly complain about boredom !!

Day no.13

2010-09-19T01:12:00.000+03:00

لاتحزن إذا منع الله عنك شيئا تحبه ,فلو علمت كيف يدبر الله أمورك لذاب قلبك من محبته

Day no. 12

2010-09-18T02:36:00.002+03:00

Life is like waves that keep beating us over and over again, strong waves and weak waves... The trick is to bend down and survive each wave at a time...right !!!

Day no. 11

2010-09-17T02:35:00.000+03:00

I don't have anything to say !!

But I think this quote speaks for me :

The perfect door is always shut.You have to route around in the darkest of places to find the key.t

Day no. 10

2010-09-16T01:52:00.003+03:00

Yoh Yoh Yoh Expect the unexpected :)

Day no. 9

2010-09-15T01:02:00.000+03:00

I am a silly young girl that dreams about Mr.right, an exquisite luv story, the

perfect white dress wiz the perfect wedding. I am a silly young girl who still

believes in fairytale... Like I said, silly girl ..

Day no. 8

2010-09-14T03:26:00.000+03:00

Sometimes great expectations leads to great disappointment !!

Day no. 7

2010-09-13T03:25:00.002+03:00

Age is just a number, what really matters is ur heart and how u feel.. 26 years old wiz a 15 years' heart and spirit.

HaPpPpPpPpY BirthDaaaaaaaaY to ME :)

Day no. 6

2010-09-12T15:38:00.003+03:00

If u r working in the Feast then @@@@@

Day no. 5

2010-09-11T01:50:00.002+03:00

Enjoy the Feast, even if u r sitting @ home as every other boring day of the year !!

Day no. 4

2010-09-10T02:15:00.000+03:00

Just change the clock back as b4 Ramdan, they are screwing wiz our

biological system along wiz our lives !!!

Ah and HaPpY Feast :)

Day no. 3

2010-09-09T03:06:00.000+02:00

If the pain is unbearable, a voltaren shot will fix it, coz Life brings all sorts of pain and it is nice to know how to fix one of it...

Day no. 2

2010-09-08T01:42:00.000+02:00

We think, dream, plan many things. We assume that all our plans will happen exactly how we imagined but things does not work that way !!

Day no. 1

2010-09-07T01:59:00.001+02:00

When ur friend is down, confused wiz low self esteem, u gotta b there cheering, even lying coz it is not the time of brutal honesty !!

Tip of the day project

2010-09-07T01:54:00.000+02:00

It has been almost a years since I wrote a decent post and it has been difficult to commit to blogging like b4, I have many drafts in my Arabic and this blog. Yet, I do not know why do not I post them or write anymore..

I feel I can't commit to anything anymore, so here I am starting a project 100 tips for 100 days. Starting today, I will write a tip, advice, quote or anything that comes to my mind, I will publish it here and there (FB)

Maybe, I will revive my writing skills or inspiration.. Don't know but here I am committing to these projects not for other ppl to comment or read but 4myself that I lost and trying to regain.

I don't know why 100 days but it just came to my mind.

N.B: Like the new templates and options in blogger..

I am addicted to

2010-05-07T04:52:00.001+03:00

writing status,

saving lovely pic,

reading quotes,

cheese cake,

ice cream,

my room,

my own pc,

my cats,

children's songs,

reading lyrics,

Conclusion,

Grey's anatomy,

ur no. @ my mob,

friend's pic, Google,

myegy,

twilight,

brain buddies,

driving my pica,

smell of old books,

sudoku,

changing blog templates,

watches,

old stuff,

ur voice,

singing loud on Nozha bridge,

speeding,

adrenaline rush,

old novels,

the Moon.

Chasing Cars

2010-03-27T16:39:00.000+02:00

Don't know if I am bk to writting again or what... I guess maybe it does not help anymore or it lost its meaning or it is not helpful or I am not interested... I don't know anymore

Maybe I am bk coz many stuff has happened recently and bk in the old days my life was like a repeating days... cycling.. that I ALMOST lost track of time...

Days passed like hours and months like days and here I am a year and a half after leaving my old job and establishing the family pharmacy...

At some time I was excited about my managing until the moment I got the whole thing and everything became like automatic acting... same stuff doing there.. same problems.. same ppl...

Did I mention that I am now addicted to Grey's anatomy, I huv downloaded all the seasons and watched them like 2 times... freak yea !!

It reminds me of ER but more intense, I love the characters especially Izzie and late George "he died ya Hasnaa lool, shock 4 u i know"

What else? hmmm

Ah I love that song v much

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Little Pieces of me...

2010-02-24T21:38:00.002+02:00

He took something from me. He took little pieces of me, little pieces over time, so small I didn't even notice, you know? He wanted me to be something I wasn't, and I made myself into what he wanted. One day I was me , and then suddenly I was lying for him,I lost myself for a long time. And now that I'm finally me a...gain, I can't..I just can't

ĐŘ. ł מ ν i Ş i b Ľ Ĕ ™

I feel like an Old book that has been read for many times, yet U don't seem to figure out the author intention !!!

Fear Everywhere

Kill Everyone

New Box Project

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Day no. 97,

temp. unavilable due to exams. Wish me luck !!

Day no. 96

Inbox me a number and I will post something about you on my status without anyone knowing who i'm talking about. Copy this as your status to join the game.

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Day no. 91

Happy New Hijry Year :)

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Day no. 85

NO COMMENT !!

Day no. 84

Day no. 83

There are some situations when u feel helpless, when there are many boundaries and cross lines and u can't do anything to fix that !!

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Day no.77

I love Facebook. It's like a soap opera but without the commercials :))

Day no. 76

عاند الدنيا وابتسم . إن بعد الليل صبح يرتسم ولا تقل حظي ردئ. قل قدر الله وماشاء قسم

Day no. 75

Day no. 71, 72, 73 ,74

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Day no. 68

Be honest !!

Day no. 67

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Day no. 65

Friendship was my 1st article to write, Bk then 9 years ago I had a disturbed vision about it but now If I would rewrite it again it will be completely different...

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Day no. 59

Some wounds never heal, they come and go, hide somewhere in the back of ur mind and jump in the 1st moment of weakness !!

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Day no. 55

I have a feeling, I don't know what it is and I am waiting for it to pass !!

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Day no. 53

When u work in an International company and your American Manager is no different than any other corrupted bias Egyptian one !! Dedicated to our team !!

Day no. 52

Day no. 51

It takes alot of energy to control your emotions or your tongue.. I feel like I am hypoglycemic all the time !!

Day no. 49

Day no. 48

I still can't believe that u r gone. Miss u GrandMa !!

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Day no. 44

When u turn 26 and ppl start asking whether there is someone ur waiting for... As if this is the only legitimate reason that ur single in that age... and u simply deny wiz a wicked smile, while ur mind is putting all these scenarios of killing her!!

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Day no. 39

Day no. 38

يا ناس يا مصريين ...فكككوا من قصص الاقباط و المسلمين... و ركزوا مع مبارك و جيمى اللازقين

Day no. 37

Day no. 36

Confuzzled !

عاند الدنيا وابتسم . إن بعد الليل صبح يرتسم ولا تقل حظي
ردئ. قل قدر الله وماشاء قسم